Wednesday, 30 January 2008

Yesterday all my troubles seemed so ♪♪♪

its a rather slow day.... not so much cos i did not
have much sleep... but more so due to some
conflicting thoughts in my head.
Got some time to chat to shorty after ages. Actually
the whole of yesterday was mostly catching up with
my best friends from different stages in my life.
Funny that, i have been able to trace back my
contacts to primary school but still haven't got word
of the friend Pradeep. The many summer nights we
spent together, thinking up mischeif for the next
day brings me fond memories and a feeling of
warmth. Hopefully I'll find a way to get in touch this year...

Tuesday, 29 January 2008

Oogly? what is that Oogli?

Ugliness personified.....that is me......
so if you have children to scare.... please dont call me. But a picture of me should do the job just fine...
I wonder if there any special jobs for ugly people...i'd be famous!! 8-)
anyone if your reading my blog.... please please... give me a chance. I'll be the ugliest ugliest person on earth... you can even kill me for being so ugly.... that is ofcourse if you are still alive after beholding the ugly.

A new Year

It’s a sad start today... why?
Don’t ask, 'cos I don’t know.

Well let’s have a look at all the good things around I can elicit some form of happiness from......

* tried to teach Zach "P" language. Mixed results but mostly fun.
* Almost had the grace of the goddess bestowed on me. I like things the way they are.... but.
* Made a new friend - Karen. She’s got funny eyebrows, ^_^.
* Meenie and I formed a pact to remain friends’ thro good and bad. Hope she keeps it....: P (kidding!)
* Feeling better already!! Yay!

Friday, 7 December 2007

hahahahahahahhheheheheheheheheh!!!!


no I'm not happy! i just needed to get that outta my system.

RE: post tRUST
:P at the person who knows its for them....

Thursday, 6 December 2007

I have none :(

confidence...
where does that come from?

a good deodrant or a gigantic big Mac sized Super-Ego....

i dont have either.... :(

tRUST


Does she deserve it?
I dont know..... I dont even know anything about her... and somehow
i feel obliged to let her in to the secret sanctuary.

Perhaps she is yet another perpetual liar, who often seem to gravitate
towards me. Why?
that is a question i have often feared to ask myself.

Maybe, just maybe i'm the world's most Gullible cynic. The trouble is the midst of
all my sarcasm and self taught cynism i hope for the best.

Well hope, isn't it the bane on what humanity is built?

Wednesday, 31 October 2007

Rapid round aint around but who knows

hehehe.....
wudnt meena be proud!!

well a short period of peace at work, a first and hopefully not the last.
I guess as usual I've got something to get of my chest.
Ever had a time in ur life when you wanted something so bad, you scared yourself about how badly you wanted it.

For the first time in my life, my fear of myslef has led me to cease to function as myself.
and for those of you who haven't got a clue what I'm on about, Its the ice melt...
Spring! is in the air and christmas is around the corner, and I'm feeling guilty of dismissing that
great season of cheer for a commercial racket. But now I see how in the dreary mundane existance of the
average office goer, the seasons have such a dramatic impact on the quality of their lives. Many a time when
I dismissed my parents attempts at cheering me up wid their christmas spirit, for mere corporate slavery, I now regret having
fallen victim to the burden of the same yoke.

But there is now something better, something greater, a feeling that transcends anything and everything I have ever felt before.
Its exhilariting, its enthralling, its captivating and yet its driving me nuts............

what can I say, I'm not insane...... but definitely mad.... :(